4 Years Old

My blog just turned 4 years old and I also turned 25 years old this month. I am glad that my year had started right and everything is better than before. There were times when I wanted to close this blog down since it is filled with painful memories. But then, how would I forget the past if I won't learn from it right? Also, one more reason is that I have been writing my thoughts down nowadays. I am not sure which one is better, but I have more privacy on my notebook than here. I used to think no one would read this blog, but I have seen that there are visitors every now and then.I swore to myself to not look back on my past anymore so things should be kept sweet and nice here.

My birthday have never been such a big deal to me. It used to be the loneliest day of my life because I don't know what I am missing all the time. Looking at my sons now, I feel like they are the ones I have been waiting for back then. My husband turned out to be my bestest friend now.

I am easily out of words now and feel like getting dumber each day. But as long as life is sweet I really don't care. I just want to live it well.