Learning It The Hard Way

i've been through a lot lately..
people pushing me, telling me what to do..
some got disappointed because of my mistakes..
some don't know what to say..
some are intrigued..
some are helpful, some are not..

it's sad that i have to learn things the hard way..
that i have to go through pain for me to learn..
so sad that someone i looked up to insulted me..
sad to be broken just to put me back together again..


but i thank you for understanding my faults and weaknesses..
for your patience..
for loving me the best way you can..
i thank you for helping me realize a lot of things i failed to..
i thank you for punishing me..
thank you for your support..
i thank you for your sacrifices which i failed to see..
most of all...

thanks for being there for me..