A Letter

WARNING: MUSHY CONTENT

I just want ot repost this letter i wrote three years ago. It's not ordinary. Although you may laugh at some of its lines since i only picked it from the lyrics of some songs. However it worked like magic. I dedicated this letter to the guy i really like and fell in love with and guess what? We are now a married couple! Life has been a big challenge to us, and we are thankful to the good Lord, that despite the trials and challenges. Our love grew stronger. I WARN YOU!:Don't puke. This is really mushy..So why don't you try giving this letter to someone you really like and lets see what happens. And oh, hope you can relate..hahahha!

Dearest,
There was no magic when we first met, but as the time goes by, the feeling starts to grow inside me.
I don't know when it started but I don't care as long as I'm certain that I'm falling for you now!
Our laughs, our talks are making me feel close to you. Every time I see you around, my hearts starts beating fast, my legs shake and I don't feel at ease. At first I thought of it as an infatuation but the more you show me who you are, the more I fall. You gave me a flower last Friday the 13th and I was not expecting that. You may have not given me the best rose but the weird flower that you gave, means more than that. I have kept it not just in my safe, but also in my heart.

Remember the day when you played shooting my heart and told me to jump and you said you'd catch me? I was not taking it literally. What I had in mind was that the moment you shot me, it went straight to the most emotional and important organ of my body, my heart. And when you asked me to jump and promised to catch me, in my fantasies I imagined that you'd be there to catch my love falling right straight to you. I think of you as my sunshine, you take the darkness away. Days are better when I see every inch of you. The sound of your voice calms my confused mind. Just by talking to me, you paint a smile on my frowned face. It?s amazing how you do that. And just a touch from you gives shivers to my spine and relaxes my mind.

But dearest, I found out too late that you?re loving someone else and that is what's making me feel so sad. If only I found out about it so soon. You are not to blame for I know it was my fault for having those fantasies. For dreaming that I was yours and that you were mine. You're all I want, you're all I need, you're everything I ever wanted. Then it made me realize that I was too selfish for wanting and loving you that much. You deserve to be happy and not to worry about me. For my love is patient, my love is free and my misery means nothing to me. Loving you was not an accident because it's making me strong. I should go back to where I belong. In every sunshine there's always darkness. And now my world is facing the darkest night. I know someday, it'll face the day.
So I'll fight the good fight. And let it be, for you love her instead of me. There's no such thing as I'm giving you up for in the first place, I never had your heart. It was just friendship and this, I'll gladly take and treasure for it's the only thing I'll have of thee. Wish I could be every little thing you wanted. But all I can do now is pray, that both of you will be very happy. Hope she'll be happy as you shine on her, for a sun can never shine on both sides. But if ever the day comes your lights runs out, and
you need someone to love... I'll be glad to give you my heart and shine for free.

Loving you truly,
Katrina