A Bum

Finally..im officialy out of work...haaai salamat! although it will only be temporary, but i hope time would run slow for me. I am such a slob these days. Ever since i've been workin', i've been cursing the day the moment i wake up.. hating my job when infact i should be thankful to the good lord that at least out of the million unemployed citizens, i got an easy and convenient job. Oh dear lord i'm soo sorry.

Why i quit?
1. I HATE waking up early..
2. I HATE waking up early
3. I hate talking for 7 hours.
4. My strong personality won't fit in.
5. Some people at work are stupid to deal with.

Yes i know it's nonsense..but i don't want to wake up every morning and start cursing my day instead of praying. I need a job where i could be happy. Something that won't require me to talk all the time.

I envy those people who LOVES working in the call centers. i just can't love it even it pays well. Your social life changes, body clock changes..it's just so boring for me. What i really wanna do for now, is spend my time with my son. i want to see him grow up everyday, see his smile, love him a lot, hug him a lot, take pictures of him, kiss him a lot...it feels good to be a mom. He's the most wonderful gift i ever had. But i have to work for him so i can give him everything he wants, he likes, he needs. i wanna spoil him just as my mom spoiled me. hehehe. now i know how joyful it is to do something for the benefit of your child.

A boorish person once sent me a message. he told me that i envied him because he can buy everything he likes and my salary only goes to my child's milk. Ridiculous! What are you so proud of? that piece of junk you're driving? oh come on..Take this advice: Once you become a parent, everything you do for your child will be your ultimate joy. you'll see..

it's not my joy to buy for myself. The stuffs i like and i have are given to me. Feels good to be soo loved.

THANK YOU:
>honey for understanding and for supporting every decisions i have. same with my mom
>God for the everyday blessings. wonderful blessings.


Job hunting comes next..prayers! prayers! prayers!
weeeehhh..another adventure! LIVE.LOVE.LAUGH.

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